It’s harder for me to do everything these days. I sat in silence a while, then I got up and dusted. I see that this house is becoming too much for me and also the financial stuff that everyone has to keep up.

It is fear that prevents me from moving; it has kept me under its control all of my life. Only being on an honest path enables me to say things like that.

Jesus may be in charge, but He definitely doesn’t dust or keep messy files in order. LOL, as the masses say online.

I have no idea what will happen to make me get rid of this house, so for the meantime I am here saying how things are with me.

My writing is a gift and stems from a lifelong interest in the Path of Awakening. This definitely includes death of the body, even if not death of the ego. A nightclub flashes into my mind, a club called “The Ego a Go Go.” And the ego refuses to “go go.”

What we have left after disillusionment is discontent. Then, by grace alone, we may enter a few minutes of silence.

I am now certain of nothing and that just might be freedom.

Vicki Woodyard