“I see a sacred conduit (Vicki Woodyard) being asked to keep the energy moving from Source to Vicki to the rest of us. In writing, videos, contemplation and a million other ways she energetically expresses herself.”

Those kind words came from Jerry Mesner and I am re-inspired, so here goes my early Sunday musing on happiness, which for most of us is a byproduct.

I had my usual breakfast, a bowl of payment (I had thought I was typing “oatmeal” and that
 wonderful Dark Roast tea with no caffeine. Now I am in here “talking” freely, letting my fingers do the work.

I dreamed that I was in a crowded grocery at Christmas. I had come with my friend from junior high, Jeanne. The store was crowded and I was drawn to a display of gingerbread cookies. Some of them were broken because of their softness. I deliberated before choosing ones that were the fattest. Everything in the grocery was different; the aisles had been changed up.

When I finally got ready to go, I realized that I had forgotten to buy milk and now Jeanne and her family were already outside. Their car was built like a wooden house with additions on the side. I got in and that is all I remember.

In life, Jeanne died of ovarian cancer almost a decade ago, but now she was alive with a large family.

This morning when I got up I faced the difference in how I get out of bed and how I walk. The writing energy remains the same. I am here “to keep the energy moving from Source,” as Jerry put it. I had several typos as the tremor gets worse and I have to go back and correct.

Here is what Source tells me. Your brokenness makes you softer and your writing more delicious. A large amount of suffering yields the sweetness of the light all around you. Move within this light as often as you can remember.

The light is always in proportion to the darkness of the ego, so avoid negative thoughts and feelings. Of course you notice them and that noticing is the light surrounding you.

The Planet Earth is doomed and chained to its inhabitants. That is not gloom; it is the simple truth. “My kingdom is not of. This world.” Ponder the cause of your own inner darkness so that the light has a chance to help you.

Vicki Woodyard