I have been watching Vicki for a very long time. I know there is a difference between how she behaves in the world and how she behaves at home. This is called duality and is expected of us.
Another point is that although she has read countless books on awakening, that wisdom is quickly papered over as she ventures forth into society.
She forgets her True Nature in order to keep her act in place.
The result is that she is deep into denial about doing this.
Everyone is role-playing and Shakespeare said that all the world’s a stage.
I have noticed that I can be studying truth right before I go to the grocery. The role-playing starts as I leave the house and Vicki’s true nature is erased from her consciousness.
If you deny doing this, you are sound asleep.
It used to be fashionable to visit online forums and indicate that you were awake. As Vernon Howard said, “The only difference in sleeping people is how they snore.” (Humor is vital.)
There’s a certain group of people that call themselves light workers. They speak mumbo jumbo about aura colors and strange visions.
We are all walking and talking in our sleep.
Even the disciples could not stay awake while Jesus was being condemned to death.
It is so vital to see how hard it is to manage even a few moments of true awakening.
We have a lot of work to do and no one will give us credit for it.
It is a thankless job to see how sound asleep you are.
Do it anyway. This is called humility.
Vicki Woodyard