My brother’s daughter emails my sister and I to say that he is physically very fragile. He will have home care for a month and then a decision will have to be made about whether he will be able to remain home or not. He is getting dialysis out of the house.
Rob got home from a concert in Pittsburgh last night. A grocery-shopping trip is in store for him later today.
I am fragile myself as far as the tremors are concerned. You wouldn’t think that shaky hands affect your whole body, but they do. And the tremors are everywhere in my body and that causes fatigue.
I paid my blog renewal and site name for the next 3 years or so. If able, I will keep the blog going in order to get my money’s worth, which is about $520 dollars for both of them put together.
I say the same things time and time again and still I forget what is important in our brief visit to the Planet Earth.
What is important is to see through the lies told us by a sleeping society. Behind the lies we live our lives, falling more and more silent as the truth becomes more and more alive in us.
The words of the masters are not for the masses. We win our freedom one at a time.
Remorse for our misdeeds must happen in order for us to keep putting one foot in front of the other. It has ever been thus.
Forget all intellectual versions of non-duality and move into the ancient stillness of the Soul. The noise is keeping us from it and that has to stop.
Vicki Woodyard
I love this, Vicki! Simple but true.
It’s been a crazy month, actually 6 months. No time to write. I’ll update you when I can privately.
So many times, I’ve been in the middle of writing a comment on this blog when I was suddenly interrupted.
I’ll be in touch. Love you, Missy!
A lot of pain in the world right now. Love you back!
I can imagine that the tremors would surely wear you out. Rest when your body says to.
Your brother’s story is playing out…as is everyone’s. Prayers for you both.
I have heard that angels and human souls beyond the veil, are in awe of the souls that agree to undertake a physical life on planet Earth. They think WE are so brave! They call life here “the hardest school “. Indeed.
Thank you Vicki for keeping the conversation going and reminding us of what’s important.
Peace and love,
Tami
Oh, I get plenty of rest! The tremors in my hands and face are the worst. As far as an example, if I shrug my shoulders, they spasm, as do my legs if I lift them while exercising.
The plus side is that the writing goes on, at least for now. I have trouble turning pages, but I can type okay, altho I feel a weakness in my fingers. Tremors always get worse in
time and outside of tinkering with the brain, medication helps a little but is also sedating, so I choose when to use it.
Yes, we are all getting knocked over the head with evil in high places.
I love writing or I wouldn’t keep doing it. And thank you for reading!
Hi Vicki, I discovered your youtube channel and now blog. I just wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience. I am sorry about your brother. Peace.
Thanks so much. Keep in touch.
Oh my gosh Vicki…I just read your reply to my comment and exactcly when I read the word tinkering that you wrote, the narrator on the TV said the word tinker!! He was talking about working on the mechanics of a car….trying to get it running better. Just like you with the tremor meds. Synchronicity.
Namaste,
Tami
Maurice Nicoll wrote about synchronicity among those in the Work. Sometimes meaningful, at other times not. I always find them interesting.
Vicki, I’m so sorry you’re feeling the physical distress. If there was someone around I could punch in the nose about it, I’d be meeting them on a street corner tomorrow – after yoga, a shower, and my morning walk, of course. And brunch. Then I’d meet them and punch them right in the nose.
I favor chocolate and and a nap, myself….