But not today


(In Amsterdam to hear Leonard Cohen 7 years ago.)

I have not posted a new essay in a few days. January is always a month loaded with overload! Too many sweets eaten, too much cold weather, etc. What I am low on is will power, truth be known. Yesterday I made a skillet of walnuts and maple syrup. Tasty and quick. (I didn’t eat them all. I put them in a tin.) Tonight I will make some sort of soup.

Rob is picking up a prescription for me for my tremor. If it doesn’t work, there are others to try. I first noticed it in my hands. A week or so later, my shoulders felt spastic. I am essentially healthy except for this neuropathy situation. Bernie Siegel’s advice I have shared before. When I wrote him, he said to honor my limits. We don’t usually do that.

I kept in touch with Bernie during the years of being a caregiver for Bob. But like all things, we lost touch. It was when I got neuropathy that I emailed him for advice. I think he said a few more things but honoring my limits is the one that stuck with me.

If you guys want the blog to continue,* find some way to support it occasionally. Some think that spiritual writing should be free and that is ridiculous. I’ve spent decades writing and it has been quite a ride. But all things come to an end in time.

Since we all know each other, you know that I don’t spend much time ‘splaining things. There are books for beginners out there. My niche is personal essays underpinned by truth.

The truth here in Georgia, where I live, is that the Democrats won two Senate seats! Everyone hopes that Trump will not do anything dangerous before Jan. 20. Our four-year marriage with him has ended in a decisive divorce! The bad part is that there are thousands of his children still cooking up trouble in various ways. When I see them en masse, I see tee-shirted people wrapped in American flags and generally looking like they never missed a meal. I have no room to talk, though. It would do me good to miss a meal or two. But not today….

Love,
Vicki

One Comment

  1. Love this pic of you two in Amsterdam.
    I will send a small donation every now and then as I can because your writings are an island of calm in a sea of chaos for me. My own health, a pandemic, and a mentally ill president creating carnage in his (thank God) last days of power, have completely left me exhausted.
    Hope your new meds help your tremors Vicki.
    Take care lady,

    Tami

    Reply

Comments welcomed....