To be truly free, one must be able to say no to anything one does not want to do. At some point, this “no” equals a “yes” to freedom from the known.
In our true nature, we are beholden to no one. Society is a trap at best and evil at worst.
If you are drawn to leave the world, it is indeed a good sign and not a bad one. You cannot save the world nor any individual in it. You can only believe in your false power to redeem.
As I write what I need to learn, I welcome being cut off from all mechanical tribes that would keep me captive.
Vernon Howard advised his students to be weak. He said that was the only way to attain true strength. Paradox is a power unknown to the mind.