Every day I have things to reckon with that just won’t go away. So do you. There is a short list and a long list and they both matter and don’t matter.
Since they exist, it means that we have a certain amount of anxiety and dread running programs in the subconscious. I don’t care how enlightened people say they are, they have the same programs that we all do.
Being mortal is not a walk in the park and our lessons are learned so slowly. I am just now getting acquainted with the fact that when I am present, I am present with the entire cosmos. And when I remember that, the long and short of things fades away a bit.
I tend to perfectionism and obsession with how things should be. Before you judge, I have to say that this keeps me growing. Keeps me polishing the mirror, if you will.
I am supersensitive to energy and will stay home rather than be in places where the energy is not my type.
I am a morning person and am always in bed before eleven. Not that I sleep! But beyond that point, I can’t read or watch TV. I have to go to bed, even if I lie there with eyes wide open.
This weekend the weather has been gorgeous and flowering trees are looking good. Winter is just taking a brief vacation, though. So we get to take walks and bike and work in the yard, etc.
I am not online much. The silence outside of Facebook is rich. You don’t have to spend time Liking nature. It doesn’t require validation. Nuff said.
Vicki Woodyard
“I am just now getting acquainted with the fact that when I am present, I am present with the entire cosmos.” Vicki, this sentence is so special to me, it resonates even though i don’t quite get it. Thank you so much.
Cyndy, I love what you said, “I don’t quite get it.” Nobody does! If you get it, you lose it. Ah, what fools we mortals be.